Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

May 11 - It's Been One Year

     It's been one year since Rocky died. My grief has been slow and I've felt worse somedays than others. I have found solace in sharing my thoughts and feelings with my friends. I'm not one for public show except when telling stories.
     I do not consider myself a poet. I do not think poetically with every thought. However, I do appreciate metaphors, imagery, and other forms of speech that makes up a poet's vocabulary. Occasionally I am overcome with emotional thought and lines of a poem come up for me. That's what happened with the following poem.
     On December 10, I had the phrases, the "gist," and the ending. But I knew it needed to simmer and I didn't want to publish it until the anniversary of Rocky's death. It simmered until today when I opened it up in the word processor. By now, it easily assumed a poetic form, and some new words make it stronger, in my opinion.
     Here it is, in honor of Reginald B. Rockwell, my beloved Rocky:


The Music Dies Away

The Hospice room has been full of Rachmaninov,
Music from that foreign land and long ago time,
Well-loved by my mate throughout his eighty years,
Always playing in the background,
As he toiled and played and loved me,
His body moving to the rhythm of a concerto
With the look of an eighteen-year old,
Our bodies touched and our damp hair mingled,
Sometimes I could tell he'd become the melody,
The notes, the staff, the harmony,
Sometimes he'd wave his fists into the air to conduct
   the energy,
And the concerto became the foreground, the background,
And all of it became the All Of It,

My love's energy unites with the music now,
The CD woos his worn-out heart,
Caresses his medicated mind, calms his slowed breaths,
He slowly drifts along with the fading life's flow,
The end of the last Track is here,
The Bose turns itself off,
The power of a vibrant creator hangs in the air,
The room becomes still as the beautiful music 
.....dies away

Rocky at age 18 playing his beloved music.


Sunday, March 27, 2011

Carmen & Sam's Visit

 Sam Horne and Carmen Wren Beckett spent the last two days with me. They are University of Maryland students who live in Takoma Park, MD just NE of Washington. D.C.  They plan to be married in August, and I'm excited to be planning to attend their wedding, which will be a Quaker service.


I've known Carmen since she was about two years old. She was a very independent little girl and had a mind of her own. Her mother wisely home-schooled her and she proved to be a natural learner with definite likes and dislikes. She and her parents moved away to Elkton MD when she was about 6 or so. But they continued to come for visits as Carmen's mother, Leslie, who I had met as a girlfriend of my son, Alan's, and I had grown to be very close friends. Leaving me very disappointed and Alan heart-broken (for awhile) Leslie married someone else, Spencer.

Eventually, Spencer became welcome at Castle Yonder too, and either or both parents would bring Carmen to visit. One of her favorite things to do was to go to the comic book store in downtown Bristol. She was a fan of Buffy, the Vampire Slayer.








Mimi and Carmen, close friends already, at the comic book store.

 On this most recent visit, Carmen said, "Why did my parents let me go out looking like that?" I thought she looked cute (and I still do). She's a young teenager here.




And then she discovered the Jonesborough Storytelling Festival and came several years in a row to attend it with me. I remember she loved Patrick Bell and Carmen Deedy. She's about 14-15 here. Before she left that year, she asked if I'd be her Grandmother.
So I now refer to her as my "foster granddaughter." 
And here Carmen is on this visit. A sight for nostalgic eyes.  


She is now 23 years old, is making wise career decisions, and still knows what she likes and dislikes.
Thankfully, she still likes me.
This weekend, we spent time knitting. Carmen is an amazing knitter. When I saw her web page, I said to myself, "I've been knitting for 50 years, and I can't knit like that!" Yesterday, she gave me a lesson in using a circular needle!



Sam is in his late 20's and will enter graduate school in the fall to get his teaching certification. He plans to teach Middle School and is passionate about history, especially the Civil War. With this generation, the computers come along on trips.
Friday, Sam and Carmen went on a hike while I made brownies. We ate out at a Japanese restaurant, then watched The Girl With The Dragon Tatoo  on BlueRay. Note Sam's scarf above knitted by Carmen. She's an expert on sox, too!

Sat. we played the board game "Ticket To Europe," knitted, and ate at home with stuffed chicken breasts, creamed corn, biscuits, wine spritzers,  all pulled from the freezer and frig since no one wanted to go to the grocery store. The best kind of meal for the cook! 

And here we are this morning, Foster GrandMimi and Granddaughter, she in her traveling clothes and me still in my bathrobe. Big hugs and kisses and looking forward to a beautiful wedding on August 20.





Saturday, February 13, 2010

Happy Valentines Day


Funny Valentine's Day Quotes
“If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?”
Anonymous

“Without love, what are we worth? Eighty-nine cents! Eighty-nine cents worth of chemicals walking around lonely.”
Hawkeye, M.A.S.H.

“Without love, the rich and poor live in the same house.”
Anonymous

“Love is the thing that enables a woman to sing while she mops up the floor after her husband has walked across it in his barn boots.”
Hoosier Farmer

“True love comes quietly, without banners or flashing lights. If you hear bells, get your ears checked.”
Erich Segal

“Love wouldn't be blind if the Braille weren't so damned much fun.”
Anonymous

“Falling in love is so hard on the knees.”
Aerosmith

“Love is like an hourglass, with the heart filling up as the brain empties.”
Jules Renard

“Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.”
Peter Ustinov

“Love is a grave mental disease.”